My Spirituality: June 3, 2025

Here I have described an aspect of my spirituality.  It reflects an angle of what my multi-dimensional prism of belief feels like, and represents a joyful experience of my journey that I hope will inspire peace. My spirituality does not finalize, and will continue to evolve and deepen.  

I have been inspired to “codify” my way of seeing and experiencing life and the divine, and have been reminded by wisdom that “the clouds are just as important as the sun, for the clouds bring rain, and give life to the Earth, as well.”

My aim and intention, for so long, has been to organize through more formalized and verbal structure the spirituality that lives within me.  

Here is an effort to express a piece of what I experience as love and Divinity:

My spirituality is rooted in SIDE and IRIS.

SIDE stands for Singularity of Infinite Dimensions through all Eternity. 

IRIS is the first name of IRIS ROSE SUN, the mystery of the Divine and path from love to joy, for me.  These are both subjective names for the divine, and represent concepts that I believe and see are universal in creation’s understanding thus far. 

Years have gone by in the formation and deepening of my spiritual belief system.  Now is the time to organize these more concretely (and fluidly) through written expression.

There are several details, experiences and revelations that have gone into the development of my spirituality, and over time, I can incorporate these more into an offering.  

I find that the trajectory of our lives can be summed up here:

Divinity—>Mercy—>Creation—>Mercy—>Love—>Joy—>Everything we would ever want to create for all eternity in every dimension of infinity.

(Divinity is first, as Source of everything.  In Mercy, which can also be interpreted as respect and understanding, Divinty creates.  Mercy, respect and understanding is what is needed for Creation to reach love.  The Divine offers this.

With the foundation of love, joy is able to be experienced.  From here comes the motivation, ability and wisdom to create all-from every dimension forever.  Here lies our readiness and our destiny, where we will know and live Divinity again.)

In terms of IRIS and SIDE, these are the aspects of the DIVINE that speak to me most clearly and wholly.  They belong together, because they give each other identity, purpose, and powerful activity.  They are mirrored in other aspects of our known reality and belief systems, particularly the Yin and Yang, Feminine and Masculine.  

SIDE represents the wholeness of everything, the all-encompassing aspect of the Divine.  All is included.  Everything will be accepted here.

In SIDE there are the clouds, the sufferings, the conceptions, the imaginations, the evils, the joys, the excitements, the stimulations, the hopes, the plans and desires.  Love is the connective truth of SIDE, although this love will later be identified and colored through IRIS.

SIDE represents more of the “masculine” aspect of reality and divinity.  SIDE is also the ‘god of the underworld’, and of the universe, in this Pantheon of my belief. :)

SIDE “singularity” is the love where everything is held.  Not even light can escape this singularity, as it has been determined thus far within an actual Black Hole of our universe.  The singularity is the densest part of a black hole, where everything funnels into.  This is the location of SIDE.  This is the magnitude of SIDE-Singularity of infinite dimensions for all eternity-as if we are living inside of this Singularity. (!)  The Cosmos are within us, as we are within the Cosmos.

This reality is also a kind of “universal paradise”, because it is all there is—-again, a singularity of infinite dimensions for all eternity. Layers upon layers exist within this singularity.  And its potential and destiny is yet to be revealed and experienced, since it is infinite in nature and capacity.

The mystery of this divine life, the reality of SIDE, and the power and greatness of this insight, is found in IRIS.  

IRIS ROSE SUN (another subjective name, given by me) is the ability of SIDE to be divine.  

IRIS is the mystery of God, and the path of our trajectory.  Specifically, IRIS works in bringing creation from love to joy, through accessing insight into every other aspect of this trajectory:

Divinty—>Mercy—>Creation—>Mercy—>Love—>Joy—>Everything we could ever want to create in infinite dimensions for all eternity, of kind.

IRIS is the ability of SIDE to be “heavenly”, to be lovely, to exist in respect and understanding, and to experience joy in truth.

IRIS is the mystery infused within the trajectory of our lives.

SIDE would be like chaos without IRIS.  While SIDE is what it is, and is technically “everything”, it is IRIS that is able to reveal the essence, connection, and goodness of SIDE.

IRIS represents the more feminine aspect of SIDE.  IRIS brings order and harmony to SIDE.

IRIS, as it has been referenced, also brings understanding and insight to the awareness of SIDE.  IRIS teaches how to respect and accept all of what SIDE includes.  And this is everything!

IRIS is the manifestation of how the Divine is consistently unreachable, ever-adapting and evolving, and always beyond the grasp and complete knowledge of Creation.  IRIS IS this mystery.  IRIS is, essentially, the Divinity of Reality.  IRIS is the invitation that brings rain from the clouds.  The result of IRIS reveals a rainbow.

IRIS is compassion, and reminds us that all has its reason, its place, and its connection to all else in our reality-past, present, future, and every other dimension that will be revealed.

IRIS is love, and understanding, and acceptance, and because of this—IRIS brings us to joy.  IRIS reveals the deep mercy, understanding, and respect that Divinity as a whole has had, and always will, for Creation.  IRIS leads us to love our essence, within and throughout our personal and universal life experience.  IRIS teaches us what love is, what love should be, and how love can be shared within our being and toward all of creation.  IRIS gives us a reason, then, to have joy.  The reason is the reality of love based on Divine Mercy.

Also because of IRIS, we have the foundation and confidence to create based on the goodness of the truth and mercy of SIDE.  Without IRIS, SIDE would seem a bit vengeful, a bit scary, and a bit untrustworthy.  IRIS and SIDE together produce a perfect wholeness, that contains the desire for all to know, sense and love.

Again, IRIS shows us the way through SIDE, which is ultimately a labrynth of everything in existence.  It is love that connects IRIS and SIDE and the rest of Creation.  This love is and is within SIDE, and is brought to both light and dark through IRIS and the open heart of creation.  As the mystery of the Divine, IRIS is merciful, and does not give Creation the responsibility of understanding, knowing, and doing everything in existence on its own.  That is the role of Source, and a grace for creation.  Here, the most reasonable definition of Divine mystery is revealed, which is mercy (understanding and respect) for all! The more we live mercy, the more we are one with the mystery of the divine.  This is an infinite truth, that cannot be contained here, by grace!  Through living the mystery, experiencing and sharing mercy, we gain access to the divine life in infinite form.

It is this way of understanding the ins and outs of the Divine, that will help further clarify our lives, our calling and destiny.  Further deepening and simplifying is in the cards for us.

I also believe that there are other divine forms that are personal to each of us.

For example, it seems that everything we have ever conceived of, or have the potential to imagine, is already in our existence.  All of this resides in SIDE, and is beautified and amplified through mercy and in joy by IRIS ROSE SUN.  We may be hesitant to see this, and our tool of embracing this is “trust”.  We go within, connect with our resonance, and let the spirit unfold as life to accept.  With strength, confidence, and a foundation of love, we may adapt our reality, and truthfully direct it in any way—this is an aspect of mercy, and of divine order.  

Trust is essential in the creation story. . .

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Below is an even deeper, more intimate, version of reality that I will touch upon here.  I offer this with my own trust, and with the awareness and openness to receive resistance and misunderstanding because of this view.  I believe this is part of the process of uncovering and revealing personal truth, and I am prepared to travel more deeply within, and continue to lucidly describe what resonates for me:

The other deity that I associate within my “personal pantheon” is named Helen Singer.  She is the deity that was actually me in a past life, and is technically now in my ancestry.  She has also been a high priestess, who has worshipped the essence of the Divine in which we live and have our being.  She speaks to me and reveals to me in visions and prayer.

Helen is very personal and sacred to me, because she is in me, leading me as a personal goddess.  She knows me intimately because she is me, and knows the way forward and back because she is in everything, as everything, united with the Divine perfectly.

As far as Jesus, Buddha, other deities and guides in the vast variety of spiritualities and religions we have, they exist too, just as they are, and just as we can believe them to be.  This is the beauty, magic and mercy of IRIS and SIDE.  Remember, SIDE stands for Singularity of Infinite Dimensions for all eternity—where everything is possible, and where everything (thanks to IRIS), is ordered, lovely, and real.  

This is the mystery of life.  It is explained, but also unreachable.  It is our destiny to reach an awareness of this—if only through a breath, a glance, or an insight.

This understanding can be shared in a multitude of ways, and by grace will be adapted and built upon in just as many. . . 

I would be remiss not to elaborate further on my views of Jesus and Mary, considering my strong and devout Christian background.   The truth is-I am still Christian and believe I always will be.  I believe that Jesus is God, and came to express this to the world so that we would be better off.  I have been graced by the truth of Jesus and Mary, and they continue to fulfill this mission in me.  While my version of Christianity is unique, and while I find immense insight and joy in exploring other spiritualities and paths of the Divine too- Christ and Mary, Mother of God will alway have a most prominent, special place in my heart.

The purpose of SIDE and IRIS is not to establish another divine order or a static and definitive system, but rather as another understandable model for what may be occurring in the dance of life for many in existence.  My model may serve as a helpful reference for those with whom it resonates, in order to form other versions of reality and divinity.  We seem to live in a multi-verse, after all.  Surely, anything we create or could desire to create is in existence, and the innate, infinite, and indelible mystery of God is right there within and for all!

What do you see as the sense of ultimate meaning?  Can you imbue mercy into this understanding?

I also invite you to reflect if you desire to give this a name, that is personal and loving according to your experience and culture.   Are there more qualities you wish to associate directly with your Divine? Is there an important place in your life where Divine Source resides?

Creativity is a gift and a privilege. Not everyone wishes to or is capable of pursuing this path.  This freedom is incredibly beautiful, and deeply accepted and respected according to the great inclusiveness and mystery of the divine.  As it has been indicated, a simple, gentle, and trusting glance, breath, or insight can be enough grace to organize the meaning of life in an open soul.  

Let us live to share this through every aspect and movement of our intention and energy.

From love to joy,

Megan Miranai <3

Written from the coast of Chania, Crete, Greece, with the intention of peace and pursuit of infinite truth.  

May the waters of joy continue to touch and expand the holiness of the soul, and cultivate respect and understanding for all manifestations.